crystal 1

my late cat of 14 years, crystal, waaay back in 1994.
she dissappeared before the forth of july some 3 years ago.
i've never been that depressed in my life. i didn't eat, talk to anyone, and cryed constantly and consistantly for 3 days straight. no one else liked her. she was relegated to the garage/outside for pretty much her last 3 years, but secretly that last winter i let her in and she slept by my bed [she was too fat and old to jump up, and her hips made picking her up painful for her] she loved me, though, and i loved her. she was a crochity old thing, but she was my best friend growing up.

one of only 3 pictures i have of her




i'm terrified what i'll do when punky goes.